Chill easy

Its not that I am going forget you my darling my sweetheart

Its not that we need to look for a fresh and new start

May be its something somewhere else away from our eyes

May be something which is shielded by those who live in the skies

I didn’t want to go this way even in my dreams

I didn’t want to feel this silence even when your heart screams

But still I am stuck here with your memories and fragrance

But still I am stuck with my hearts adherence

Lets take a walk down the memory lane

Lets take a walk to the time when love was humane

Come near hold my hand making me feel alive

Come near hold my hand helping me to survive

But I know a secret, which no one actually cares

But I know a secret; I am the only one who simply stares

Fly away little bird as you know that I will always miss your flutter

Fly away little bird before I start missing you and my words stutter

Sleep & Asleep

There she lies in her sleep
The locks of her curls so smooth and steep

I wish I could take her in my arms
Observe her all possible girlish charms

Her fragrance is so dear
Something I wish to see a bit close and near

Her talkies are like a dream come true
Something I wish never to get through

Wish this moment could be frozen here
No need for me to change and steer

Hardship seems to be distant when she is near by
Thoughts just don’t get out my head no matter how hard I try

She is just so simple a regular girl
Yet another female with those girly curls

But I fall for like I never fell for anyone
It feels so cool even under the glaring sun

Prayers are heard and wishes do get full filled
I wish something comes to me which makes me thrilled

I wish her so much that words don’t suffice
She gives me that much needed spice for life

AMMA

Mummy ki yaad bas aati hai
Uski aawaz bas rulati hai
Chahta hoon k door jau
Apni amma ko bhool jau
Par phir se yaad wo aati hai
Mummy ki yaad bas aati hai

Meri amma pyari si hai
Saari ammao jaisi nyari si hai
So jau to amma ko pau
Jor se amma ko aawaz lagau
Mujhse door wo haari si hai
Meri amma pyari si hai

Amma koi khaas nahi
Par uske jaisa koi bhi ehsaas nahi
Kose mujhko ya pyar kare
Suni zindgi mein sab rang bhare
Jane kaise y baat kahi
K amma koi khaas nahi

Jab dar lagta tab amma aati
Pyar se apne pass sulati
Jab dara dil so sa jata
Har dar jab amma mein kho sa jata
Tab amma phir sapno mein aati
Mere sapno mein wo bhi kho jati

Mera Pet bhara ho ya ho khali
Amma paros deti ek thali
Dheere dheere muskurati rahti
Jaane zamane bhar ki baatein kahti
Mere har nakhre ko sahti
Jo bhi zid ho uff na karti
Har bigdi baat amma ne sambhali
Amma ka Pet bhara ho ya khali

Na wo din aaye kabhi k jab amma na ho
Jo amma na ho to amma ka sapna to ho
Bachha hamesha sapne mein rahega
Jane ye baatein wo kis se kahega
Bachha Bas adhura rah jayega…..
Zab mauka mila to amma k pass hi jayega

I Finally Have My Answers


I finally have my answer which inspired me to be the way I was
Little lost in my thoughts I try to remember what my question was
Was it the question or the answer which lost its significance?
Or was it me who finally stood up to realize its irrelevance
Yeah this world is nothing but a figment of my imagination
Giving me every chance to feel my immature infatuation
Understanding my way through every chapter of this life
Learning to smile even when I feel moments of strife
Watching through my window I see seasons pass by
None of this will be ever permanent no matter how hard I try
Change is dynamic we all know in our hearts
Predicting the final point even before all it starts
Does it matter, was journey beautiful or is the destination is important
It’s the ultimate truth which is pristine and blatant
I guess I should stand up and look into those eyes
Looking into the memories of that beautiful childhood sky
Memories which inspire me for a new start
Memories which are so dear that I can’t let them depart
Trapped in the cobwebs of my past I beguile myself about tomorrow
I wish there were more memories with my life which I could borrow
Life is not a dream and I guess that’s is life’s specialty
But at times we find the dream more real than reality

light

yes it feels a bit light,may be i am gonna be alright
let me forget my plight and live life with full might

the sun has to shine with all its glory
let time pass by until i tell my story

moments sum up to build hours
leaving behind memory towers

every moment spent with those memories takes me closer to my prime
making me feel something very insatiable and divine

come closer and let me feel your presence
moments of infatuation has become my essence

let life dance in a plethora of emotion
searching for mine peace and devotion

i stand beguiled in my thoughts
stranded to pick myself from the rots

yeah its a never ending tale
and dear i m gonna try untill i learn to fail

Will against Will

It was a pleasure to know you in my senses which I will cherish
The memories of your laughter will eternally flourish
Minute by minute I go into the minute details
Leaving to my memory whatever it curtails
If it was destined to be incomplete then why didn’t I know
Was it all over again the same line I was supposed to tow
Lets take walk in my meadows my sweetheart
Lets get lost in my memories where no one can set us apart
Why I feel this way neither I will ever know nor I want to
Why I have to start all over again even if I don’t want to
Lost in your dreams I realize a dream in my sleepy eyes
Hoping to see something out of my veiled futile tries
Its not anything which you have done to me or my dreams
Its just the blurring sound of my past and it screams
I want to travel to my dreams in my dreamland
Trying to find something for which I can stand
Whats there in you I don’t know that clear
Perplexed and patient to see u as my dear
What I have in me that I don’t know that much
Confusion reigns my solitude as such

slowly day by day...one more stop in my journey of life is passing by....from gokhale nagars flat to atharvs house....it has been a not so happening yet quite wholesome experience.
my first affair with the indias fast developing"metro" culture....a brief experience of the flat system....very entertaining experience of goan friendship....and a lot more

it started of from koregaon park...where i was not so sure why i was here....things were hazy and i was in a heist...tried to come in terms with the change in place and made my self absorb the feeling that college is over,tried to sort out what i want to be.....and how far i am willing to go for it.....this did help me to take a few chances...and only time will tell how right i was.....

1st transition came when we moved from green meadows of kp to local version of "city of god" aka gokhale nagar.....well not all that bad....but kp is jus kp.....
started trying to prepare for CAT only to end up changing my mind and to go for something else....something more imp and beautiful.....CFA....

this city pune...puna...whatever you wish to call.... does show you a very direct glimpse of the new age india..or you may say...software india....lots of ppl..plenty of opportunities.....with a pinch of maratha bashing....but still ok...the last line helps you to be deep rooted in the indian culture.

naturally blessed by beautiful locales it has been very well co ordinated by its administration to bloom up in a new world hub....power road police...everything is ok...if not bad.

this stay also provided me with an opportunity to meet people with a very different mindset......the first one from the lot is a lad called Mr bhosekar....i had a hearty laugh when i first heard his name...very genuine and direct at heart... complacent...kind of content and always up 4 a stick or sum alcohol....den i had a chance to run in into ashwin and dhawal....dhawal exemplifies that looks are deceptive....nice guy to hang around..though a bit jittery that what next for him....

talking bout metros will be incomplete without some chic-king.....awesome crowd here...fc college...symbiosis....bmc....god dese places are insane babe factories...weekend walks along fc road can be seriously injurious to your health :) or i should rather admit...at least they were injurious to me :P
as far as girls are concerned...got some tit bit interaction chances here and there...and among them .... it was very special to meet sanaya ana puja....very beautiful..slightly plastic....though...they made very clear to me...freckles and accent are tempting......den i had dis girl from my frnds coll...like... nothing so special...but when sheis there around she could make everything special......

finally my roomies.....or as i saw them...3muskitiers....closely bonded by the bond of coll or school friendship...1st tym on their own to take on the world and life....they did had their share of brickbrats and fun....from vishis bday to rayesh departure..things were dynamic...finally to leave me with vipul....intelligent ambitious guy who wants to buy some expensive car... i forgot the name...has a nice girlfriend at his home place.....their daily soap left me with only 1 expression...ohh god i dont have a gf.....only to be followed by :) or at times with :(......2 months of me vipul and dhanno...it was great....finally..it came to an end and we parted...i have my refuge at atharvs place....till i leave .....

beside all this golu was falling.....ajit was getting into college politics...atharv had a gay relationship with old monk....kallu dumped us for big A....nogs always got his eyes stuck on deepikas ass...and singhal was as usual single.....munni was getting badnam...and sheela became jawan....and kauaa papi went for money accumulation


finally it feels that its gonna end

for me pune is all about these 4 5 people whom i had a chance to run into.....this place is as beautiful and welcoming as sanaya is....as happy and smiling as shounak is.....as busy as ashwin is...and a friend as dhawal is..........some awesome memories by vipul...puja...munmun...ajit...shou..."B from mahaB"....rayesh....dhawal...ashwin.....do make this jobless lonely experience a worthy one.....