MY LOG PART 1

IT HAS BEEN A LONG WALK DOWN THE MEMORY LANE LAST NIGHT,A BIT OF VODKA AND SOME BEER DO BRING YOU MEMORIES WHICH ALWAYS BE WARM AND DEAR.
MEMORIES OF DIFFERENT INCIDENTS PLACES, PEOPLE AND CONDITIONS,MEMORIES WHICH INSPIRE US TO STAND AGAIN, MEMORIES OF HOW WE WENT DOWN JUST TO RISE AGAIN.
FOR ME ,WELL THERE WERE LOT OF SHADES, OF FRIENDS AND PLACES, WHO SHAPED ME INTO WHAT I AM TODAY,EACH PASSED MOMENT APPEARS TO BE A STROKE FROM DESTINY'S BRUSH.
WELL AS FAR AS I GET THIS WORLD ,THERE ARE VERY FEW WHO ARE LUCKY AND DEVOUT ENOUGH TO SEE THEMSELVES AS WAT THEY WANTED TO BE.FOR THE GENERAL CROWD LIKE US WE HAVE A SO CALLED SUCCESSFUL LIFE PATTERN FOR WHICH WE HAVE TO UNDERGO RIGOROUS "ACCOMPLISH EXPECTATIONS" TASK,WELL I AM NOT COMPLAINING ABOUT IT .COS I DONO ACTUALLY HAD THIS MODEL OF LIFE BEEN MISSING ,THEN HOW MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN.
FIRST STEP TO THE BIG DREAM IS TO GO TO A SCHOOL,THAT TO FOR 11 YEARS AT A STRETCH,FOR ME WHEN I LEFT MY SCHOOL THE ONLY THING WHICH CAME TO MY MIND WAS OH GOD FINALLY ITS OVER.IT WAS SERIOUSLY VERY TOUGH ON MY PART TO UNDERSTAND WHAT ACTUALLY I WAS GAINING BY BEING SURROUNDED BY A BUNCH OF SELF STYLED HYPO CRATES WHO INFUSE ALL SORT OF NONSENSE AND NEGATIVENESS IN YOU,ALTHOUGH THE CASE MAY BE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FOR THOSE WHO HAVE A KNACK OF REMAINING IN THE GOOD BOOKS OF TEACHERS,FOR THEM IT WOULD BE LIKE LEAVING AWAY A PART OF THEMSELVES.......ETC, BUT FOR US WHO WERE THERE BUT STILL HARD TO BE FOUND THE CASE HAS TO BE A BIT DIFFERENT.
AFTER ELEVEN LONG YEARS OF AN EXPERIENCE CALLED SCHOOLING I FIND THAT I REMAINED WHAT I WAS,NO SIGNIFICANT CHANGE EXCEPT FOR SOME GK FACTS ,SCIENTIFIC NOTATIONS AND MATHEMATICAL FORMULA WERE FINALLY WITH A LOT OF PAIN AND EFFORT PUSHED IN MY BRAIN.
GOT A CERTIFICATE TO MOVE ON AND BY THAT TIME I BECAME A 15 YEARS OLD TIMID BOY WHO WANTED TO DO NOTHING BUT STILL SOMEHOW THINGS DID HAPPEN AND I WAS ABLE TO HOLD ON RESISTING ALL POSSIBLE JERKS AND HICCUPS.
SCHOOLING WAS A TURBULENT EXPERIENCE,I WAS NEVER THE CHOSEN ONE AND RECENTLY I UNDERSTOOD THAT I WONT EVER BE.I WAS A PAIN IN THE ASS FOR MAJORITY OF MY TEACHERS AND EVERYONE JUST NEEDED A REASON TO PULL ME OUT ,FROM FIRST DAY OF CLASS PREP A ,WHERE I WAS PULLED OUT OF THE CLASS TO MY LAST DAYS OF CLASS 10 B WHERE I GOT THAT ICONIC SEXY SLAP FROM OUT SCHOOL HOTTIE Mrs.CHAUDHARY.APART OF THIS I HAD A NUMEROUS ENCOUNTER WITH TRUTH OR ACTUALLY TRUTHS IN MY CASE AS THERE WERE A LOT OF THEM .FOR EX WHY ARE YOU WASTING YOURS FATHERS MONEY?,WHY YOU HAVE TO BE SUCH A WASTE OR ARE YOU REALLY GOOD AT ANYTHING?I DO HAVE FOND MEMORIES OF ME PICKING UP MY BOOKS AND NOTES WHILE IN CLASS 4B ,WHEN A WELL WISHER TEACHER OF MINE USED TO THROW MY BAG IN THE CORRIDOR ON REGULAR BASIS,YOU MUST HAVE PONDERED ON MY SHAMELESSNESS AT SOME TIME OR OTHER AND THIS IS HOW IT SEEPED INTO ME,NO SHAME NO BLAME.THERE WERE MOMENTS WHEN MY DEAR EGO DID CLASH TO MINORS HEROES AND SUPERHEROES,AND TILL DATE I HAVE MAINTAINED A PERFECT RECORD OF EQUATING EVERY EQUATION,COS ITS THE DESTINATION WHICH IS IMPORTANT NOT THE PATH WHICH WE CHOOSE.

I HAD MY SHARE OF THAT INFATUATION BLUFF OR WHAT WE USED TO SAY AS "I LOVE YOU"SYNDROME,ITS FUNNY TO REMEMBER SOME 13 YEAR OLD SAYING THIS TO A GIRL ON THE SCHOOL BUS STOP,OR A JUNIOR BOY ASKING A SENIOR GIRL'S NOTEBOOK JUST TO IMPRESS HER .WELL IT WAS SOMETHING REAL AND WAS REALLY FUN ALTHOUGH IT DID BRING SOME SPINE CHILLING NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN STREET FIGHT SCENES,I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND A WAY OUT SOME HOW,EVERY TIME.

GOD! ITS OVERWHELMING TO REMEMBER THAT SO MANY ,SO MANY HAD A CHANCE TO TAKE A TAKE ON ME OR IN SOCIAL TERMS RATHER I SHOULD SAY THAT SO MANY PEOPLE CARED FOR MY PROPER MENTAL AND MORAL DEVELOPMENT ANY WISHED ME TO HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE.




DEDICATED TO THE ONLY PERSON WHO COULD BE COUNTED AS A TEACHER,
Mr.ARUP KUMAR SINHA.